|"Never judge a book by it's cover. Never sleep on the underdog. Never lose ambition. Never forget God." - Ki Monroe||
Okay am I the only one who sees how crazy people can get over another person or is everyone else also peeping this out? Life is crazy I have like a million and one things I worry about on a daily basis so the fact that the relationships I choose to have come with these strong almost "fatal" bonds makes my anxiety really bad. Guys, how do you feel about fatal attractions? Do you approve of the movement or do you disapprove? If someone was so crazy to the point that they would really hurt you and claim that it's because they love you and even said sorry how would you handle that situation? I've been through many power struggles so I know the feeling, but I know there is waaaaaay more people out there who goes through these type of power struggles everyday with NO way out. I'm sure the problems I've had with others doesn't touch the problems others my have with other people. I'm sure there's alot of you reading right now thinking of the fatal bonds you have with those crazy people who just love you that much to make a complete fool out of themselves and hurt you in the worse way. Or maybe it isn't love maybe it's control issues? Jealousy? Drugs? Insecurities? Depression? WHO KNOWS! The point is that this is what the world is coming to and if no one wants to speak up on it I will be the one to do it. Everyone is this the new thing now? Do we like the til death do us part friendships/relationships or is it something else causing these sort of power struggles in the connections we make with others in our life? What if I was totally and completely fed up and done with someone who is fatally "bonded" to me? Is it fair for me to cut all ties? Is it okay for em to hurt, harm, or threaten me in anyway? Is it okay for me to defend myself if I feel like my life is threatened? Should I just go coco crazy with the crazy ass mother fucker? Should we forget about the power struggle at hand and just kiss and make up? I know alot of you go through this so I am not saying that it's childish I'm only stating that this has become the norm now. My granddaddy on my daddy side is in jail for life for killing his girl after he caught her cheating. Who knows if he was right or wrong. She could have been trying to get away from him and be by herself. He probably never mentioned her to anyone and never claimed her. He probably was doing what niggas do best (which is sling his dick around) and never paid her no mind until she found someone knew. She probably was single for years and he just so happen to catch her while she was mingling and decided he'd rather her be dead and he spend life in jail instead of allowing her to live without him. Who really knows? The point is he loved her so much he went crazy, took her life, and his life basically? All because of the bonds we build with others we find ourselves in messed up situations trying to save face. All because of a fatal attraction we can't think straight. Can you think straight about this topic? What do you think? -Ki
Sorry I haven't been on here a lot lately I know some of you guys check on here to get some inspiration in order for you guys to live your life carefree regardless of your haters or all the negativity going on within your life but, I do have a life outside of this blog so I've been tied up with my life. I'm still here though I'm not going to neglect is blog too much getting on this blog is really just an amazing way to create the future I want to create it humbly reminds me that I can have whatever I want as long as I keep persisting to strive for whatever I want. The proof is in the pudding I have a total of 507 pageviews like where they do that at? It just Amazes me like it really amazes me how God works and I can have whatever I want regardless of what anybody says. Anyway off the topic of how many page views I have what I really wanted to talk about is las vegas natives and the way we treat each other. Why Vegas? Why is it that whenever you see someone striving to be something better than what they are you want to put them down, and I mean far down so low that they could never get back up from the fall? Really I think the whole world is like that, but since this is a Republican state that we live in you see it a lot more in Las Vegas. I never seen so many haters in one spot in my life -_- . We're going to get past this I know we're going to get past this because I'm not going to stop doing what I do just because someone else is hating on my shine, or is trying to throw shade on my shine, or even finding little manipulative ways to steal my shine because they don't know how to create their own shine. I really do encourage other people to do the same and if people have any type of good in their heart it'll change for the better. I mean God is good right? The devil is bad. If you know something is good then why try to mock and destroy it just because you feel some type of way? Does it makes you feel like you're less than or something? You really have to reevaluate yourself and ask " Am I bad person or am I a good person or do I just not care about people and their feelings all I care about is myself?" Sadly for a lot of you who ask yourself that question you'll soon realize thing I am an evil ass person from the inside out, but for the rest of you who really just want to be good and wants to be close to GOD you will see that there really is no reason to hate on other people in this world who wants to be better just like you want to be better. Instead you should be happy for them the same way you be happy for yourself if you were to receive the same blessing because when you do that GOD has the same exact blessing for you right around the corner. I know me alone can't change people's attitude or the way they view the world or the way they view other people success. All I can say is if you're miserable to the point where you want to bring other people misery because you're miserable don't get mad when you see the person you want to make miserable happy and blessed with their life because you know what? You'll die mad! That's what. It really doesn't deserve all your energy. Like who really have that much energy to stay in that all their life as someone else though. Like they don't have a legit reason to be mad. They have a dumb reason to be mad when they can quickly make themselves happy by being genuinely happy for the person who has been blessed and asking GOD to give you permissions to receive the same blessings. Moral of the story is Vegas don't hate, appreciate! Let's celebrate each other's accomplishments and lets help each other the same way GOD helps us with everything that we do. We are all sparks of GOD but that statement is only true for those who wants to be a spark of God not for those who doesn't care to be anything but bitter, unhappy, and a HATER! That is all today. I just needed to post something really quickly because I've noticed that a lot of people has been really down in their selves lately and have been feeling like they'll never have what they want in life and they're not worth anything. That's not true!!! NEVER believe that. NEVEEEER! it doesn't matter who doesn't like you even if it's me never believe that. Keep calm and carry on. Maybe everybody will get some type of sense to start treating each other as they would treat themselves. Maybe one day we might not be the most hater-fied (my new made up word lol) State on the West Coast. You never really know right? Okay I'm wrapping it up now. Everybody pray for clarity and pray for a sense of good judgment. Everybody needs that right, even myself.